Sad News..

Its been a very busy day in my life lately.. busy or just make myself busy.. haha.. but seriously i've just gone tghrough a bad day ...

after the convocation rehearsal which everybody know nonesense.. really poor event management by them who are claim master in event management.. huh!.. cannot tell too much or else.. 'kena gam'.. on the 4th of march at about 7pm.. i'm driving home towards kangar from alor setar.. when we reach at kangar.. my wife told me that she feel pain in her stomach.. (FYI my wife was pregnant 2 months).. but a few days b4 that.. my wife was bleeding.. it was cause by the aggresiveness of my only son.. he accidently bump with my wife stomach.. so i really worried bout that.. 

back to the story at kangar.. kangar is a small town.. with a very slow development.. after my wife complaint bout her pain.. we start to find a clinic.. form one to another.. but we was upset becoz.. when we go to the clinic.. most of them.. said.. 'no doctor.. doc not coming yet'.. arggh.. my wife was in pain.. !!.. luckily we find one clinic.. sedhu clinic..  the doc ask us to go to the emergency at hospital.. 

so.. we go to the hospital.. after waiting for about 1/2 hour "lucky me coz not many patient that time".. my wife go by herself inside the checkup room.. i have to take care my son.. after a few minutes.. my wife go out.. she said that the doc want her to send her urine to the pato lab behind.. 

hmm.. have to take by ourself.. what hospital attendant do?? so we send it to the lab.. after we get the result.. we go back to the doc.. a few minutes later.. my wife came out with a prescibe.. so she take the med.. she tell me that the doc suspect her have 'batu karang'.. what?? she said again that the doc does not check her stomach at all.. huh.. but what can we do.. he is the doc.. just follow lah what he tell..

after taken the medcine.. my wife still suffer pain inside her stomach and bleeding..  then .. on friday 6th of march.. around 4.30pm.. while i was in meeting.. my wife sms me that a lot of blood came out..  immediately after finish the meeting.. around 7pm.. i take my wife to the clinic.. we dont want to go to hospital.. govn hospital...!! so we go to klinik balqis.. we have to wait till 8.30pm.. the dr gone out for rest.. after check up.. the dr still cannot confirm either my wife "keguguran" or not.. he write a letter and refer my wife to the klinik kesihatan kangar..

so the next morning we have to go to klinik kesihatan kangar... the dr look like an experience one.. after a few check up.. touch here and there.. he said that better my wife admit to ward coz in hospital they can do scan.. so.. he write a letter and we just go straight away to ward..

after i show the reference letter to the BDM "Bilik Daftar Masuk".. the clerk there look like "acuh tak acuh je".. but when he ask my wife husband job.. govn officer.. and he print the GL from the system.. his attitude suddenly changed.. why ek??

i ask for 1st class ward.. but full.. so my wife have to be admit in 3rd class.. its really pack.. the ward should put only 4 bed.. but end up with 6 bed.. so they scan my wife almost 3 times.. and they still said that not confirmed.. 

so the next day.. my wife want to go back home.. so we ask for discharge.. after a few days.. the blood still coming out.. sikit2.. 

on 10th march.. i have to attend a course in kuantan, pahang.. so i left my wife and son at my father's house in alor setar.. then on 11th march.. my wife call me tell that.. its really gone out.. she can see the physical of that janin.. sooo sad.. luckily there was my father.. my father buried the janin... and send my wife to KMC.. so they 'cuci' inside my wife 'rahim'.. 

hmm.. my second child.. may Allah bless him or her.. even just 2 month.. i feel very indeed in love with him or her..

:-(

Ragam 1st Day gi SkolaH

assalamualaikum...

hari nie merupakan 1st day bagi anak aku gi skolah.. setelah penat berpusing2 skitar perlis nie nak cari skolah yg sesuai dgn anak aku.. aku pun memilih Tadika Integrasi Madani.. kalau dilihat daripada program tu.. tadika nie menitikberatkan ajaran agama islam lah.. ada ajaran baca doa.. IQRA'.. tayangan vcd agama.. ajar solat.. pastu.. yg baguih nya tadika nie xdak toys2 yg xberkenaan.. hanya ada toys lego.. untuk pembentukan minda kreatif.. bayarannya agak mahal la kalau nak banding dgn tadika biasa yg lain.. registration fees RM50, uniform RM56, yuran pembelajaran RM250 setahun.. yuran bulanan RM 200 sebulan.. so jumlah sepatutnya aku bayar pada 1st day adalah RM556.. tetapi setelah bincang2.. aku dibenarkan bayar 3kali.. aritu utk pindah dah abis duit banyak.. dah la bulan nie kuarters aku dok ptong lagi.. sewa nak kena bayr.. isk..isk.. kalau konvo celah2 nie.. mana nak cekau.. huhu..

rumah sewa aku skang nie alhamdulillah.. kembali aman.. kot.. cuma wife aku dengaq bunyi apa2 sikit.. trus bunyi apa tu? bunyi apa tu?.. biasala.. kadang2 angin kuat.. (nak sedapkan hati..hehe).. semalam aku dgn wife kemas2 barang2 kat loteng.. rumah nie satu tingkat je.. cuma tuan rumah tambah partition buat loteng kat atas.. anak aku pun sama naik.. naik turun tangga.. biasala budak2 .. larang bape kali pun xdengar.. apa lagi.. sekali tu.. maybe off balance kot.. jatuh lah.. aku sambut pun dah dekat kat bawah dah.. sib baik xdak apa2.. tidoq dgn ayat tu lah..

selesailah bab tu.. pagi nie kiranya 1st day lah utk anak aku gi skolah.. kejutlah dia bangun awal2.. tak mandikan pun ..sejuk.. kesian dia.. dah pakai siap sume.. pastu nak pakai helmet.. wife aku tlg pakaikan.. silap camna ntah.. terkepit lah helmet tu kat dagu dia.. menangis lah selagu.. menangis bukan xnak gi skolah.. tapi sebab tersepit helmet.. 

aku pun dah ready atas motor.. dah on engine siap dah.. pastu anak aku pun naik kat depan.. pastu wife aku kata lap la dulu air mata anak tu.. aku pun lap.. bila lap je.. anak aku nie gi pulas lak throttle minyak.. apa lagi bedebush lah aku dgn anak aku jatuh motor pagi tadi.. sib baik xdak apa2.. 

isk..isk..isk.. macam hal lah... hehehe .. bila gi makan kat kantin tadi.. aku citer la pasal nie.. rupa2nya.. org lain pun menghadapi berbagai2 ragam anak2 nak gi skolah nie.. macam2 citer.. ada yg tertinggal kasut la.. hihihi.. macam2 ada...